I miss you. There is a lot of people in this world, but I am lonely. I just don't know them like I know you. I kind of wish you didn't leave, but then again, I left first. I am scared about the idea of forgetting you, about forgetting anyone close to me.
Just, try and keep in touch, okay? I always love talking with you, I've been sick lately and it would be nice to have someone I've known for a while to talk to.
Remember those nights we would talk? I'd stay up all night while you were doing schoolwork or whatever it was, and you wanted me and a few others to hang out. And I stayed even after everyone else left. And we became real friends.
But yeah, I've been a little down recently, I keep saying I'm fine, but I feel so terrible. I feel like I can't do this, it just feels so hard. I don't want to give up, and when I think of you and my closest friends, it makes me know that I can't give up and shouldn't. I just want to thank you for being there when I needed you, and I want you to know that I am still here for you.
No matter how different we appear, we are the same, you and me. So, lets stick together; I'm here to the end if you are. Sometimes a friend can be closer than a brother, and you are one of my best friends.
I love the stars, I used to always look at them and think of my closest friends, like you; I don't look at the stars anymore, I always seem to have something else to do, maybe I should start hanging out outside more often and looking at the stars like I used to. I have grown since then, in my faith that is, but I feel like I still need to look at the stars and all their beauty, this world seems to be lacking in beauty these days.
I don't know why, but I've been thinking about you a lot lately. Thinking about all of the things you told me, and how I really felt. Listen, I am not trying to get with you, but I still have feelings for you; you are the closest friend I have ever had. I really just want to know you're safe, I want to be able to talk to you from time to time, I just really need a friend that can be a friend. I want you to tell me what's bothering you, please, I trust you, so could you trust me? Don't take this the wrong way, but I love you.
Hey, I'm back. It's been a minute. I've been thinking about you a lot lately, I even started listening to your favorite band. I think they're pretty cool and I like them a lot. I just wanted to, get back in touch maybe. Whatever, though. I just thought I'd check in and see how you're doing.
@Wesley388
