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When i was fucking sleeping my grand mother throws a fucking boot at me. I WAS FUCKING SLEEPING WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO YOU.i was just sleeping i didnt mean to some how make you mad I really didnt but Like WHO JUST THROWS A FUCKING BOOT AT A FUCKING KID FOR SLEEPING AGHH I JUST AGHHHHH I DID NOTHING WRONG IS IT JUST ME YOU JUST HATE IS THAT IT HUH DO YOU WANT ME TO DIE HUH anyways after that i went to the kitchen to make me some tea since i have been woken up. she came back form the bathroom said not and just went to her room. Then j started to think. I started to think about hurting myself and killing my self i saw some type of ant poison and I thought of putting it in my tea i stop my self of thinking and just went in my room. I am happy I threw my box cutter away if i didnt I probably would have tried to kill my self or cut my self. I really wish i wasnt like this i wish i was perfect