Based off the song "I Really Wanna Stay At Your House" by Rosa Walton (from Cyberpunk Edgerunners). At the start it was like near identical and similar but i changed it and adapted quite alot, but its still base doff it a litle.
LISTEN TO IT IT IS PEAK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KvMY1uzSC1E

There was the one who tore me apart
Left me broken, lost in the dark.
I hate what they did, I hate what I lost,
But still, I’m drowning in the cost.

And then there was the one who stayed,
Saw the pain, the price I paid.
Knew the hell I couldn’t show,
The chains I carried, the wounds that grow.

Chorus
So what do I do now?
Who do I turn to?
The one who broke me or the one who cared?
Both are ghosts that haunt the air.
I’m caught in the middle, losing control
Fighting myself, losing my soul

I did bad things, I did horrible wrongs,
Pushed away the only light for so long.
Destroyed what was pure with my own hands,
Built a prison from my own demands.

I hate who I am, the damage I’ve made,
How I let love slip and fade.
I’m my own enemy, my worst mistake,
A heart that breaks with every breath I take.

Nights bleed slowtoo wide awake,
Drowning doubts in every drink I take.
Insomnia’s grip, it won’t let go,
Spinning deeper in the undertow.

Glass after glass, trying to forget,
But memories cling like a cold regret.
Self-destruction’s the only friend I know,
Lost in darkness, sinking low.

Chorus
So what do I do now?
Who do I turn to?
The one who broke me or the one who cared?
Both are ghosts that haunt the air.
I’m caught in the middle, losing control
Fighting myself, losing my soul.

Maybe someday, I’ll find the strength
To break these chains at any length.
To face the ghosts and not let go,
To learn to heal, to start to grow.

A whisper soft beneath the storm,
A flicker of a different form.
Not yet whole, but not alone
A fragile hope to call my own.