"you'll never see it cominggg"
I think a lot of you saw this coming.
Or I'm just that good

You read the title. I'm writing this as a sort of expose document. For myself. Why? Because I'm a bad person. I'm a sl*t. I'm a horrible disgusting person. No this not me attention seeking for once, this is not a plead for help, this is where i say who I really am.

If you didn't know already. I'm a flirter. I've dated way too many people, I've barely cheated, but I've been on the verge of it, and done things just as bad.
Yu might think I don't care about people's feelings. I do. But I still betray them. I crave love, I crave having a shoulder to cry on. I'm a bad person, my heart's in the worst place, ect. Ect.

I've told myself I've changed, and I have, yet I still do all the worst things, I make all the wrong choices, for all the worst reasons. I would blame these things on my attention seeking, my abusive strict parents, or when I get s*xually exploited as a child. But no, no more shifting the blame on somebody else. This is my fault. I deserve all of this

lm sorry to all the people I've hurt of flirted with. I'm sorry for backstabbing you. I'm sorry for all the people that have been friends with me, I want you to know this, who I am, who ive been, and what will happen if you fall in love with me.

I'm sorry.

I don't know if I'm going to quit Paint, I don't know if I'm going to say yes or no, I don't know if I'm going to ask for forgiveness.

This came out of the blue, yes. I just want to finally give a real statement. I want the truth. I have made the same mistakes I did one year ago. Funny how things like this always happen to me this time of year. Heh.

Maybe I should just focus on my education, maybe I should carry on being the way I am, maybe I can change, knowing I might take it all back once again.

I'm a f***ing sl*t. I'm disgusting. I'm disloyal, and like the exes say, "I'm a filthy womanizer who deserve to d*e"

I don't want sympathy, I want the truth to be out. If you decide to block me, then fine, I don't blame you. If you forgive me, thank you, but just know I'm a bad person, and I deserve this hate. If you don't do anything? That's lowkey fair.

I'll probably still be active, I don't know what to do about what has happened this past hour. I'm sorry to you both. At least I got this of my chest.

Should I private or feature this? I don't know. I don't know anymore.

I would write more but I don't know what else to say at this point.

Thanks for everything.

your backstabber member,
coryhadastory (previously CoryDory)