Hello guys, for anyone which is easily disturbed I really suggest you don't read the following.
So, my name is Stan Winton. Well, my online name is anyway. My real name is private as what I do online is often illegal.
Throughout my life all I have seen is pain, suffering and death. This has been seen in real life, on videos and even on here I have helped people with depression. I won't mention names.
My life to be hosest is a lie. Names Stan Winton, live in a massive house on the side of a mountain with 2 lambos outside. However, something I don't lie about is the power which I have gained over the time using the fake name.
Some of the things in my life has caused me to feel the way I do now, a mix of happy and depressed. To the point where I cannot sleep at night due to wanting to cut myself deeper all the time. Also, thaughts of suicide are always on my mind.
I am manager for 5 companies and am seen as smarter than I really am, I am really not smart at all. The other blogs I post have had / will lots of time spent working on it trying to improve it.
This is my life, too long for my bio and people ask all the time for more about me and here it is.