AM I REALLY OKAY?
song by Siling La

I try to be strong
I try to stay true
I try to ignore pain
That's all I can do

I know I say I'm fine
but that is a lie
because I'm barely pulling through

Because every day I miss
Hearing the words from your lips
They comfort me and pull me onward
Everyday I wish
It wasn't like this
because without you my joy fades
And they ask me,
"Are you really okay?"


I count every day
I know when we're due
I can recal every moment
That I am with you

I know I say I'm fine
but that is a lie
I'm barely pulling through
Without you

Because every day I miss
Hearing the words from your lips
They comfort me and pull me onward
Every day I wish
It wasn't like this
Because without you my joy fades
And they ask me
"Are you really okay?"

I lie to them
because I don't know what else to do
How could they understand the truth
Take it from me
Its better nobody sees
It will just make it worse

Because every day I miss...

They comfort me...

Every day I wish...

And I tell myself.....

I will always miss
The words from her lips
Every moment I'm not around her
I will always wish
I wasn't like this
Because my joy's starting to slowly fade....


And I ask myself

"Am I really okay?"


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