Goodbye By Siling-La

By Siling-La
POSTED: 22 Jul 2019 10:36
CATEGORY: Poetry and Lyrics
FEATURED: Yes (Star Shadow)
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Goodbye
MY LAST SONG, FOR NOW

I feel agonized and torn
the guilt hits me like a thorn
all the memories I've made
will never fade to gray

Its with you I know
I can always go
when I've lost my way
but God says to take another way

How can I let you go
How can I turn my back
I will always think of you whenever I look back
How can I go this way
Why can't it stay the same
Why do I have to leave my friends, and family on Paint?

I don't understand God's ways
but He's been faithful all my days
And I can trust in Him I know
And I guess I'll just let go

Its with you I know
I can always go
but God says to take another way

But how can I let you go
How can I turn my back
I will always think of you whenever I look back
How can I go this way
Why can't it stay the same
Why do I have to leave my friends and family on Paint?

I know why I have to leave
And it breaks my heart to see
that I am the reason all of this
is happening to me

If I would have tried harder
to do what was right this time
I might have spared my self
and everybody else

but I know that I have changed
and my life's been rearranged
and it's because of God that I have become
beauty in the rain

It's with you I know
I can always go
when I've lost my way
but God says to take another way

Oh, but how can I let you go
How can I turn my back
I will always think of you whenever I look back
ohhh How can I go this way
Why can't it stay the same
Why do I have to leave my friends, and family on Paint?

And I know I'll always remember
throughout July, August, and September
The pain and the joy
felt from a boy
who was called Siling-La on Paint
I will miss you all
Though I will stumble and fall
I know my eyes will always see the memories, and stability; the friends I've made on Paint,

I will let you go
But I'll never turn my back
Know I'm thinking of you and always looking back
I will go this way
Because God has let me stay
He let me meet the family and friends...

...On Paint.

And I will obey.

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Man, So many friends, so many memories. If you haven't heard already, I will be leaving Paint for an indefinite amount of time, so that I may take care of some unfinished business. If you care to, please pray for me. I will be leaving in about a day or two. If you guys would like to say anything before I leave, please do so now. It will be quite a while until I will check in once I leave. I will miss you all. My heart is here on Paint, and the last of it was poured into this last song. Please remember it and me, as I will, you.

YOUR FRIEND
Siling-La

Breathe. Don't cry...It'll be okay...JK. I love you all, no homo!

JH 2019Â®

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oswaldo123
23 Jul 2019 06:10

Sad news to hear the departure of a young talented writer.

Siling-La
23 Jul 2019 06:14
In reply to oswaldo123

I won't be gone forever, and I definetly won't be giving up writing and composing anytime soon. When I come back next time, I'll make sure that the first thing I do is post a song or a poem!

oswaldo123
23 Jul 2019 06:16
In reply to Siling-La

That's good to hear, I'd hate for history to repeat itself here.

You can even write on paper if you want to save those to type out later, I've done it before a few times.

Siling-La
23 Jul 2019 06:24
In reply to oswaldo123

I'll try, but I'm not a fast writer, and when I type them, It comes out fast and looser. Its way easier to type, but we'll see.

oswaldo123
23 Jul 2019 06:29
In reply to Siling-La

Oh alright, good luck and take care when you do leave.

Siling-La
23 Jul 2019 06:34
In reply to oswaldo123

Thank you. I leave tommorow at midnight.

oswaldo123
23 Jul 2019 08:22
In reply to Siling-La

Should be in a chat tbh

LaZerWoLF
23 Jul 2019 03:18

No homo pisses me off.

But all the same, best of luck to you. My heart will be with you.

Siling-La
23 Jul 2019 03:21
In reply to LaZerWoLF

Sorry, I just put that there because I knew certain people would joke about it otherwise.

LaZerWoLF
23 Jul 2019 03:50
In reply to Siling-La

Well then they suck. Legit. None of this has to do with sexual orientation :/

Draconid_Jo
23 Jul 2019 05:12
In reply to LaZerWoLF

I agree COMPLETELY.

I think it's sad that Love, and Feelings of Friendship toward another Human Being, are treated that way nowadays, and that's probably why people are so uncomfortable being close to each other anymore.

Love and Friendship have NOTHING to do with Sex, or Sexual Orientation, and are completely Natural (unlike Homosexuality) Human Feelings, that should NEVER be insulted or mocked like that!

Sadly, few people seem to understand that these daysâ€¦

Siling-La
23 Jul 2019 05:22
In reply to Draconid_Jo

hmmhmm.

Draconid_Jo
22 Jul 2019 20:44

To be honest, I'm not sure what I'll miss the most about you while you're gone.

I know I'll miss you Beautiful Songs and Poems, like this, as well as hearing the very nice things you say about mine.

I'll also miss how much attention you pay to detail, as well as how you are always so curious, and interested in learning more about things.

But I'll probably miss how nice and understanding you've been to EVERYONE here (not just me) the most, because I think you've made a lot of people feel better about themselves.
(I know that you made me feel a lot better about myself.)

Anyway, the reason this comment is so long, is because before I read these (Sad but Beautiful) Lyrics, I had considered making a farewell Blog, as a way of saying Goodbye.
(I think your Song is a lot better than my Blog would've been, though.)

Me, CM, and many others here will be Praying for you, and I hope you to see you again, as soon as I possibly can.

Sayonara, Siling-La!
Until you return!

Siling-La
22 Jul 2019 21:02
In reply to Draconid_Jo

Thank you, but please....don't make me cry!

Draconid_Jo
22 Jul 2019 21:22
In reply to Siling-La

Yeah, that first Picture I actually uploaded just for that Farewell Blog I was going to do.

I was looking for something that showed how sad I felt about you leaving.

The only other really sad Picture I've uploaded is that one of Zinnia and Aster standing in a Field of Red Spider Lilies, but since Red Spider Lilies are associated with Death, I figured that might be overdoing it a bit, lol!
(There's no chance of you dying or anythingâ€¦ right?)

Siling-La
22 Jul 2019 21:27
In reply to Draconid_Jo

Idk. Oh wait one sec....I gotta kill this spider on my wall. oh man.....there's quite a few of them......lol!

Draconid_Jo
22 Jul 2019 22:30
In reply to Siling-La

Lol!

You'd probably be pretty creeped out in our house, as there are a TON of Spiders here.
(Most of the ones in the living room are just House Spiders, though.)

Siling-La
22 Jul 2019 22:59
In reply to Draconid_Jo

We have a ton of bugs called earwigs here. I almost stepped on one last night!

Draconid_Jo
23 Jul 2019 04:53
In reply to Siling-La

Earwigs, huh?

Although we have seen those here before, they're actually pretty rare around here.
(One of the few bugs that are, lol!)

In our house, in addition to our (ATM) 19 Bunnies (which are all my sister's Pets, and that we all love dearly), there's a wide area of Arthropods (Insects and Arachnids and stuff) here, including: Spiders of various types, Ants (which aren't that bad, IMHO), Roaches (IMO the worst, and they're also relative newcomers here), Flies (also very bad), Gnats (I BELIEVE that's what those annoying little flying ones are, anyway), Mosquitoes (also very bad), a few types of Beetles (not that bad, in my book), Moths (me and my sister actually LIKE these, as they're basically just underappreciated Butterflies), and Pill Bugs (mainly in our bathroom, and they aren't that bad, IMHO), just to name the common ones.

My dad regularly has me capture bugs in plastic containers, to release outside, because in general, we prefer not to kill them.
(My dad is VERY hostile towards Mosquitoes, however, and NEVER hesitates to kill them.)

Siling-La
23 Jul 2019 17:33
In reply to Draconid_Jo

Man, the mosquitos are terrible over here. If you step out of our house at night, and then walk back in, you will have at least one bite! The mosquitos and the bees! They're like flying demons!

Draconid_Jo
23 Jul 2019 21:46
In reply to Siling-La

Lol, same here!
(It's a lot worse when they're inside of your house, though.)

TheLegend27
22 Jul 2019 18:07

You made a reference to me how sweet, no homo, please do come back

Siling-La
22 Jul 2019 19:03
In reply to TheLegend27

I will, eventually. However long eventually may be.

Goodbye

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