Loneliness By Siling-La

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By Siling-La
POSTED: 11 Aug 2019 17:21
CATEGORY: Poetry and Lyrics
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LONELINESS
SONG BY Siling-La

The darkness is closing in
Can't shake this feeling from within
It makes me want to shout
I have to let this out

Did I ever invite you
to be part of my life?
You make loving her
turn to strife

Who are you
What are you
What did I ever do
To deserve this from you
You've no clue
What I've been through
So leave me in peace
Just leave me alone, Loneliness

This is a battle I could never win
And the fire within is growin' dim
Just four more weeks, can I make it
Or will I hit the pit?

Did I ever invite you
to be part of my life?
You make loving her
Turn to strife

Who are you
What are you
What did I ever do
To deserve this from you
You've no clue
What I've been through
So leave me in peace
Just leave me alone, Loneliness

Nothing will make me change my mind
She is the one I was destined to find
I promised her that I'll always be there
So, Loneliness is a useless snare

Oh, Who are you
To try to loom
Over my empty room
Did you think I could be moved
You've no clue
What I have to lose
And I will not back down
I am immune, Loneliness

So you better leave me alone....

.....Loneliness

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Draconid_Jo
17 Aug 2019 06:27

Great Lyrics, and VERY good job on the CSS, as well!

(If I knew how to do stuff like that, I'd probably want to do it in my Blogs, as well.)

As for the subject, I actually Wish that I could relate to that feeling of Loneliness from someone you Love being away, as all of my Loneliness stems from me not having anyone here in the first place.

(Other than my immediate Family, and my Friends here on Paint, of course.)

I probably shouldn't be saying things like that, however, as I may actually be feeling a similar kind of Loneliness soon, if my dad does anything that keeps me from being able to be here on Paint.

(I almost always felt lonely prior to coming here, BTW.)

Siling-La
17 Aug 2019 06:50
In reply to Draconid_Jo

Do you want to sign up for lessons? lol! Jk. (but pm me if you actually want to learn how!) I actually think this is better than my profile CSS! XD LMBO!

Awww, there's someone out there for you! Don't worry. God will bring someone in your life. But only after you stop looking for someone. When I first met my girlfriend, I would have never thought she was the one! Just wait. She'll come.

Yeah. Before Paint I always experienced a loneliness during the summer that was unbearable. I cried randomly, I hurt myself, I became sleep deprived.....The list goes on. But I was saved by Hull and you guys!

Draconid_Jo
17 Aug 2019 08:15
In reply to Siling-La

Sure lol, I WOULD like to learn that stuff.

So far, other than very simple things, like posting Images I've uploaded, changing the color of text, and switching the Images used in the CSS done by Banjo and Mimi (like on my Profile), I basically can't do anything, lol!

And I Hope you're right, although I haven't really been looking for anyone, so far.
(How could I when I'm not even allowed to leave the house, lol?)

Siling-La
17 Aug 2019 16:23
In reply to Draconid_Jo

Actually, that's how I started learning. I started messing with the code written by banjo, and seeing how to edit the different parts. Eventually, I was able to code Gnilis-Al's profile by myself. Blogs, and experimentation allowed me to learn more and more, and I have it all memorized. I am almost confident enough to start doing profiles, but idk.

Draconid_Jo
18 Aug 2019 16:18
In reply to Siling-La

I see.

I actually had a Blog that I was using to experiment with some of that stuff.

Although it's a bit awkward doing it on my 2DS, I'll probably try to learn that stuff myself, whenever I have the time.

I'd DEFINITELY say that you got it down pretty good already, based on what I've seen, BTW.

Siling-La
18 Aug 2019 17:00
In reply to Draconid_Jo

Thank you. Although I am still learning, you can always ask me for help and tips.

Draconid_Jo
18 Aug 2019 17:31
In reply to Siling-La

Will do, thanks!

heaven.is.a.joke
12 Aug 2019 04:24

This was so great! I can relate 110% to these issues. All I can say is to keep going. try thinking positive things even if you don't believe them. If what ppl say is true, The loneliness ends when you find those who make you feel safe. Really powerful words. Ten stars xD

Siling-La
12 Aug 2019 05:19
In reply to heaven.is.a.joke

The issue is really me feeling loneliness because I haven't seen my girlfriend for months now. Like the lyrics say, only 4 more weeks until I see her again! It seems like a lifetime though. I heard she got braces! I bet shes going to hate them. lol! She hates anything that looks good on her!

......Anyways, I should spare you before I make a blog about her in the comments!

Thank you! Actually, most of the positive things I tell myself (and others), are things I don't believe! lol! EXCEPT for my faith! I know I am grounded in my faith. Anyhoo....Thanks for the advice! It will be one of the rare things that I won't forget. And thank you for the ten! Somebody once told me: "Aim for the heavens. Even if you miss, you'll still land among the stars." I guess the ten stars made me remember that. I guess I did land among the stars!

Thank you.

heaven.is.a.joke
13 Aug 2019 04:21
In reply to Siling-La

aww, i'm super happy that you get to see her! she probably doesn't want braces because they hurt like hell, lol.

I think that most people don't believe the positive things they say to themselves. everyone has their own insecurities, it's only a matter of learning to accept them.

You're welcome for the advice, I'm glad you'll actually try to use it. (unlike most people I end up wasting my breath on xD) Your writing does show that yes, you have landed among the stars. I am not there yet, but I am working hard on getting there. If you ever want to talk, i'm here c:

ps: you're welcome for the ten xD

Thi500
12 Aug 2019 03:07

nice job

Siling-La
12 Aug 2019 03:13
In reply to Thi500

Thank you! I decided to stick with songwriting. I think my poetry needs some work if you know what I mean.....@"Tell Me"

Loneliness

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