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I think i have may-wait not i think i know i made tia sad.i blocked her because i dont want her to worry about me and her seeing this page i just want her relationship with ned to be better. I dont know if it will be better if i am here 12-18-24/ 5:27
Good news i ate a meal and i didn’t throw up yay!!i still kind of still hate my self tho :/ 12-18-24/ 12 something
I fucking hate my self. I am trying to let tia have her relationship.but my stupid feelings are getting in the way of her relationship. I ate something but i puked it out, idk why but i dont want to eat anything even if its my favorite meal. I have been thinking about suicide and cutting my self again but i dont want to, but something is telling me to do it. Idk if that make sense 12-17-24
Hello once again idk if ppl read this but i have having a hard time eating i dont know why but i have been eating a lot less i have stopped eating breakfast and i am started to skip lunch idk anymore i thought i was getting better but i don’t think i am. 12/16/24
hello again don't know what to feel anymore but my friend told someone I used to like that I liked them but the person that they told them doesn't know that I know that they know idk if that made sense 10-31-24
I don't know what to do anymore I want to talk to noob but I guess he dose not want to talk to me 10-17-24
came back for a little I think rose was a asshole if your seeing this rose well idc and I cut myself again I know i need help but meh 9-10-24
I feel like cutting myself again I CANT STOP THE FUCKING FEELING SOMEONE PLZ HELP ME IDK FUCKING KNOW WHAT I WANT ANY MORE I JUST WANT LOVE HATE FEAR AGH I JUST WANT O KILL MY SELF ALL I WANT TO DO CAUSE PAIN FOR MYSELF WHY CANT I BE PERFECT WHY CANT I BE FLAWLESS WHY JUST FUCKING TELL ME WHY GOD WHY THE FUCK AM I HERE MY THE FUCK DOSE MY BROTHER HATE ME WHYY JUST FUCING WHY plz god tell me 9-7-24
I feel like cutting myself I hope I won't 9-6-24
my brother tried to kill me by choking me ... yay?? 9-6-24
A BITCH TOLD ME TO KILL MYSELF 9-5-24
idk 9-5-24
