Beggin' for you here to hear me

But you can't your ears are bleeding

Shadows lurk here to defeat me

Presence is enough to beat me



Everyone in the room hates me

Everyone in the room's waiting

Wonderin what my fate may be

Waiting for the splatter baby



Scratchin at the door

No more

Friends left to help

Me out

Drownin in the deep

My doubt

Drownin in my sleep

My doubt's



Controlling my actions

Reflecting refraction

Making me think

That I'm out of options

Watchin the axe

It's an execution

I wanna get out

What I'm in I'm clueless

Hold down my emotion

Keepin' me golden

I know of the motion

Valves will be open



They watchin for the blood

Stainin' the earth and mud

WIsh this was enough

This wasn't fun enough



You hear me choke on

Broken bones, the thickest smoke

You see the haze, behind my eyes

Inside my face, what a suprise

Not dead today, why not today

Why here today, why must I stay

Alive today, survive today

I'm done today, go fuck today.

I'm done today.


Shut me out, shut me down

Turn all your lives around

Get rid of leeches now

Shut all the vampires out


Beggin' for you here to hear me

But you can't your ears are bleeding

We both know the shadows want me

You all know the darkness haunts me


Sharing my death whole world over

Sharing my death to get closure

Evil I might do now is never

Evil I did, did I ever?