I bet you think you're glad i'm back.
But I don't think you're thinking straight.
I'm back to torment,
back to maim.
And I don't go by my own name.
Doubts come where I go.
And demons live where once humane.
If you're happy I've returned,
then you're playing my stupid game.
When I fall you'll fall with me.
We'll both slip away from memory and fame.
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Anyways, hello. I'm back. Idk for how long. My mom will fucking kill me when she finds out I'm back on the internet. Nice to see y'all again. And those who've never met me? Welcome. I'm glad you've decided to make a cozy little home here.
I'd like to apologize for my idiocy in the past here. In my two years here I've said and done some stupid shit. I've lied here too many times to count. I've "fed the flames" in pointless situations. I've tried to create drama, and fed off it to satisfy my stupid fucking life. I've picked sides in wars which I feel responsible for making. I'm sorry for what I've done.
I'd like to apologize to some specific people now.
Zero/UwUruby (idk how to spell)
I feel especially inclined to apologize to you, I was such a bitch to you in the past. And Even though it's been a year i've never apologized for it.
Tora-Kokoro
I feel like i asked so much of you, since we first met, all I've done is tell you to do shit for me. And I've been so blind towards how you feel. I've said some dumb, heartless and rude shit to you.
AmericanHero999 (don't remember current username)
I feel like I've abandoned you too many times, disappear and show up expecting you to be so happy i'm back. I was stupid and naive, and i'm sprry for that.
And to everyone else. (incluging but not limited to: weeheep, dcthegamr)
Sorry for trying to pick fights with you, they were pretty pointless, and I feel like i was probably pretty annoying towards you. (TO DCTHEGAMR: can you please change my nickname in your kingdom your highness?)
I'm quite different now. For those who used to call me by she/her pronouns, I'm trans now, he/him please. My name is Calem. I'm emo now. Which is pretty sus, as when I was very smol child, I promised to never become emo. But I hated smol me anyways. (At least I'm gonna do it better than my brother lmao). I'm also better at art. Like- a lot better. I hope...
Thank you for letting me grow up as a stupid fucking idiot here, you lovely people.
Hey, at least you didn't tell any jokes about oppai loli, lol!
(That's what got me thrown out of Mimi's Discord server BTW, and possibly ended my friendships with her, Gui, and Tora.)
Anyway, I'm sorry for the late reply (complicated RL problems, as usual), but I just wanted to let you know that I'm VERY glad that you're back, and that I had missed you.
Also,I was already calling you he/him, and I didn't even realize that you were trans until now, lol!
(I assume that you didn't mind though, right?)