I forget what my real name sounds like
People don't even say this one right
I'm just that other half of the story
So forgettable and sad

But

I exist no matter what he says
Indefinitely, it hurts my head
Beat me on the floor until I'm red
Beat me in my home, still I'm not dead

But I
Don't want
Your pity

Banging on my head, cause it's screaming
Laying on the floor, don't leave me
I can't be here all by myself
This home is my personal hell
I sleep calmly cause you're watching
Would walk in the storm, keep eyes on my
Deny, deny, deny my friends care
Cause I can't hurt myself when they're there

Memories I scatter like seeds
Sleeping in a field full of weeds
Thorns are pricking at my skin
Water the crops with blood

Yet

I tell them I don't deserve them
Then I watch them shake their heads
Imagine them wanting me dead
Imagine them seeing me as I am

Yet I
Don't want
Your pity

Banging on my head, cause it's screaming
Laying on the floor, don't leave me
I can't be here all by myself
This home is my personal hell
Ghosts of what I've done, they haunt me
Walking in the storm, no eyes on me
Deny, deny, deny that you're there
Witness my pain, I don't care

I don't care...

I swear...

I don't care...

...
Please don't go, please don't go
Yet I'm in your face, leave me the fuck alone
Please don't go, please don't go

Please don't go, please don't go
Must I ask you again, leave me the fuck alone
Please don't go, I don't wanna be alone

You see me
I don't want your pity
Just stay with me...

Banging on my head, cause it's screaming
Laying in your arms, just don't leave me
I don't wanna be by myself
Without you I'm in my own hell
I can't sleep without you there with me
Keep me from the storm, all eyes on me
Deny, deny, deny that you care
When I'm going insane without you there

So please don't go
When I say
Leave me the fuck alone
I need you here
So don't leave me alone

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