Nightmares get me
When I sleep
Misery
When I'm awake

The knife
The gun
The Temptation
Is more than I can take

I hate my life
My life hates me
This I do
Know

But out of
Cowardice
And Fear of Life
Is not how I want to go

The drugs are
Comfort
The numb is bliss

Delirium
The only place
I find true
Happiness

My heart is crossed
My soul is dead
And die
I hope I do

For what's the point
In living
When Life just says
"Fuck you"?

Im not all that
selfish
But selfless
I am not

So, Quick with a flash
A pop and a thud
I succumb to the Mmuzzle
And take my last snapshot