fuckk, man. shhhhtfdh
Do my parents think i enjoy being in my room all day? like, do they think i'm fucking sad because of the internet or some shit? no, its their fucking fault.. like wtf i stay in my room because its the one place away from them where i wont get misgendered.
I'm just a fucking kid, i shouldn't be this fucking sad about something that has such an easy fix like wtf just give me the goddamn gender affirming care and i wont be a recluse like its not that fucking hardd. If you fucking love me like you say you do, why arent you there when i fucking need you the most? bhsgdhejgf yyou just have to make it fucking worse, like damn just... fucking love me.

i'm going to take a nap bc my life is just sad and boring. I honestly just want to live.. but damn i'll do it tomorrow i dont have the fucking motivation 2 do shit bc my dopamine is fucking nonexistant bc of my adhd lol haha