About an ex.

I want to say this before you click.

this is a vent. venting needs no censorship. Best if you just only made the blog to be available by clicking my profile.

i dont have time for this shit. im literally a victim of him, telling you basically everything that i had experienced. I am not seeking attention, i am simply writing a song via thoughts in my head. I was proud of myself, so i wanted to share my experience here. no way am i removing any parts of this song. censor me all you want, i'm speaking about yet again my experience. this isnt a song about a fictional character. this is about me receiving rape threats from an ex as well as snuff threats.

it sickens me to think about him, but it sickens me more that i can't talk about what all happened.

Fuck anyone who attempts to censor lyrics, because it's exactly like trying to censor a piece of art because it had a singular tit in it. Fuck those who enforce their shitty puritanism over other people. And fuck you, Hazael.

This has, as Joashu and AmJam stated, "inappropriate lyrics who cover extremely dark topics". These include rape, snuffing, sexual experience, and it'll genuinely make you feel sick. Good, because that's exactly how i felt with him. Don't even try to say "oooo u should censor rape!!" you think im promoting it? no, i'm TELLING YOU WHAT I FELT ABOUT MY EX.

Like, back the fuck off with your bible and your cross. You're fine with me until I make this song, then you're like "you should edit this!!" You think the lead singer of Korn cared about censorship when he wrote 'Daddy'?? No. Why should I? Why the fuck should i have to cater to what you like?? What you're comfortable with?? I'm anti-censorship for a reason.

Anyways if you dont like sensitive topics maybe back the fuck off since i ALWAYS cover sensitive topics.

Another addition before i start: "oooo but what if a kid sees this" you think they'd click if the rating is mature? You think they'll click on a blog that has the word 'NUDE' in it??? Also, i'm not promoting the site. I'm calling it out. And the caps in the song with the quotes are my ex's words, not mine.

Happy reading! And don't fucking censor me.



Singing parts have [this border]

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CMON BABY!!

----- instrumental start lol-----
I thought

My first love
with someone like me
Could be perfect and we
Would love happily

I thought

My first love
With someone with the
Same thoughts as me
Could be true to me

I thought

My captor, oh
my captain sparrow,
Who fished me outta water
Could be less weird than the others

And

I thought that he'd play it safe
But he ain't okay, ain't okay

*guitar starts*

Messagin' him at three-o'-clock,
We were the only ones awake,
And he thought that we'd take

One chance
And indulge in fantasies
But the ones he loved
Wasn't made for me--

"I'LL POST YOUR BODY ON THE NET, BABY
I'LL POST YOUR SEXY BODY ON THE NET
I'LL FIND OUT WHERE YOU LIVE AND RAPE YA, BABY"
He makes me fuckin' sick.

["I'M GONNA
SHARE YOUR PICTURES ON XVIDEOS
IF YOU LEAVE ME BEHIND.
I'M GONNA
FUCK YOUR BODY, LEAVE YOU CRYING
BEFORE THE SUN CAN RISE.
I'M GONNA
MAKE YOU SEE WHAT YOU DO TO ME
AS WELL AS THE OTHER KIDS.
I'M GONNA
DISTRIBUTE YOUR OWN NUDES
NUDES ON THE NET!!"]

*guitar stops.*

Now i ain't all for making love,
But he found a way to turn me on
He was desperate for a girlfriend
So he got *another one*

My real life friend,
she's a pretty peach
And the one he picked
Was that same peach, so

I got mad and left him behind
And he got mad and went on that site.

*guitar starts again*

"I'LL SNUFF YOUR BODY ON THE STREET, BABY
I'LL SNUFF YOUR BODY ON THE STREET.
GOT A WHOLE COLLECTION OF THOSE SLUTS, BABY!"
Those "sluts" at the maximum were THREE.

["I'M GONNA
SHARE YOUR PICTURES ON XVIDEOS
IF YOU LEAVE ME BEHIND.
I'M GONNA
FUCK YOUR BODY, LEAVE YOU CRYING
BEFORE THE SUN CAN RISE.
I'M GONNA
MAKE YOU SEE WHAT YOU DO TO ME
AS WELL AS THE OTHER KIDS.
I'M GONNA
DISTRIBUTE YOUR OWN NUDES
NUDES ON THE NET!!"]

Now i ain't mean, but please tell me,
Why the FUCK IS THIS GUY SUCH A-..

*guitar riff.*

INCEST LOVIN,
PRO-CONTACT,
PEDOPHILIC,
LYING PIECE OF
SHITSTAIN,
NO-BRAINED,
MANIPULATIVE
JACKASS

PORN-ADDICTED
PISS DRINKIN
KIDNAPPIN
MOTHER FUCKIN'
MUTT RIDIN'
3-GIRLFRIEND
CHEATING MOTHERFUCKER

ALT ACCOUNT
SLUT OF THE TOWN
MADE ME FROWN
MADE HER FROWN
MADE THEM FROWN
MADE HIM FROWN
ugly motherfucker.

HAZAEL
AZAZEL
LOVELY
WHATEVER THE FUCK YOUR NAME IS
THIS SONG IS FOR YOU!!!

["I'M GONNA
SHARE YOUR PICTURES ON XVIDEOS
IF YOU LEAVE ME BEHIND.
I'M GONNA
FUCK YOUR BODY, LEAVE YOU CRYING
BEFORE THE SUN CAN RISE.
I'M GONNA
MAKE YOU SEE WHAT YOU DO TO ME
AS WELL AS THE OTHER KIDS.
I'M GONNA
DISTRIBUTE YOUR OWN NUDES
NUDES ON THE NET!!"]

["I'M GONNA
POST YOUR SNUFFED BODY ON REDDIT
IF YOU LEAVE ME BEHIND.
I'M GONNA
RAPE YOUR BODY, LEAVE YOU SOBBING
BEFORE THE SUN CAN RISE.
I'M GONNA
MAKE YOU SEE WHAT YOU DID TO ME
AS WELL AS THE OTHER GIRLS.
I'M GONNA
SEND YOUR NUDES TO OTHER DUDES
NUDES ON THE NET!!"]