I see things like no other God has blessed me with his own eyes I see everything as it really is but she was something else.

Like something out of a fairytale.
She was like an angel come to earth. She had sky blue eyes that sparkled no matter the weather. It was different. A change of pace you might say.

For the better.

I have never seen someone fall in love before but I think I just experienced it. I wonder who she was and when I would meet her.

This might be the start of my story and how I had obtained The Minds Eye. I see angels and goddess' I speak to them an they reply with fond smiles as if to be speaking to an old friend.
But in exchange for this ability I see the other side too.
What exactly is the "other side" you might be wondering It's where the people with regrets and unfinished promises go. Led back to earth by either Hatred, Lust, or Jealousy. But seeing things like her make it all worth it.

She wasn't like the others. She was yet to depart for the holy land. She was human. Perfect sunlight seemed to radiate from her even on the darkest of nights. Like the sun beautiful and unobtainable and I was just another planet revolving around her trapped by her gravity.
People might say love is the best thing ever. But here are my words to you.

"Love although sweet is the sourest thing that you will ever taste. Like a drop of honey slowly making it's way across your dry cracked lips refreshing and warm with it's sweet subtlety quickly turned bitter by distrust lies and jealousy. That is love"

I didn't know how much she had meant to me until she had left. What a poor fool I was she could not love me. She didn't love me. She loved him. He had it all.

Everything I ever wanted in the palm of his hand. I loved her but she loved him and he didn't care about her.

That is my curse. I have seen true beauty experienced someone fall in love at first glance and seen it all squandered by a foolish, selfish man.

Yes that truly is my curse. a blessing had caused me that unimaginable pain. In return for your eyes I shall see and experience everything I ever wanted to do... But I shall not keep it. It was my choice but had I known that what I had done that day would change my life. I would have never accepted his blessing. "Nothing is free everything must have a sacrifice to pay" he had told me so many years ago. I thought I was ready...

I was wrong.
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Written from an outta body experience Gracey-chan might understand I mean by that.