Where am I? I'm stuck in this pit of hatred and pain. What did I ever do to deserve to be here? All my best of friends left me behide. The only people I ever could trust dont even care anymore. Friends are suppost to forgive, right? Then why after the many years and all the sorrys I said they still don't care? I still remember the first time I met them, the first joke I told them. Press repeat because I must have those nights back... Through all the hard times in my life those nights kept me alive... I just wish those nights would last... -Based on a ture story- -xXxJohnxXx