most of you who knew me b4 2010 know tht im a pretty happy easy going guy... but recently u may hav noticed tht i have been depressed, upset, and, stressed. here is y...

some of u know i HAD a gf named amanda... (extra emphasis on HAD) well some of u may not know is how she dumped me...

well it was the last 2 days b4 winter break was over... i hadent seen her for 2 weeks and i was dying to be with her... i wanted to talk to her so i emailed her phone like i useualy did. she replyed and said she missed me 2. then i asked "how r u" she replyed "im good.... but we need to talk" at tht point i was a little concerned (when ur gf says tht, its never good) i asked her wha was wrong and she said "i dont think this is working out" as soon as i read tht i was in tears. she said tht she never had any feeling 4 me, and tht she only went out with me because i was so nice. she finnishe by saying "look babe i rly wanted this to work but for us... its over"

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my heart was broken...

i had nothing more to say to her.

two days later i went to school as usual (my parents not knowing she dumped me) i walked in and saw my friends... and i also saw amanda... (you may know tht amamda was my friend b4 we dated, also the group of friends i hang out with r also her and me friends [maddison, kaytlin, shayla, amanda, and me]) i totaly ignored them like they were ppl i never met... i just went directly to my first class. soon after amanda texted me asking "where r u" i didnt answer. i was able to stay away from her and my friends until i went to lunch. i walked into the cafateria and sat in my normal seat. my friends one by one joined me there soon after. i kept my hood up the entire lunch period because i didnt want to see her face... i didnt eat a single bite. lunch ended and she had the nerve to hug me and then just walk away. my fists were clenched the rest of the way to my next class. i sat in my desk for the full 90 minutes of tht class and i didnt move an inch.