thank you 4 answering.... well the messed up part is... after all tht i wanted to see her again.... i wanted to hug her still.... i knew it was over as far as dating but i still wanted to see her, i still wanted to talk to her.

i have realized my biggest problem in life...

i forgive to easy.

i hope tht nobody else will ever go through what i have been through.

i hope tht each one of you who read dont think of amanda as a person who doesnt care about other people

she is a good person and i wish for u not to comnent badly about her...

im sorry if this made u sad... here i wrote something happyer to get ur mind off tht↑

i have a new GF... you may know her as Lithium (Amy) i love her very much and miss her when i cant talk to her and cherish the times i do talk to her... (I love you Amy)

thank you for reading this.... i hope tht you dont think of me as someone who is always upset....