I've been stuck in the middle of lots of fights lately. And I feel as if I'm being used. I don't mind being there for my friends. I don't mind helping... But this has gone overboard.
Which side do I help? I help one side, the other side hates me. I help the other side, the other side hates me. I stay neutral, both sides hate me. If one side wins, the other losses... Guys, I can't take this anymore. I love all my friends, but I feel as if I'm being used. As if I'm a higher power weapon. Here's the deal, either put your differences behind you now, or I say goodbye.
I love you all... And it isn't everyday I make a friend.... Some people I have become attached to. Some are close. One of my friends... One of the friends I'm attached to threatened to leave if another close friend of mine gets another chance at something.
I don't want to say goodbye to the Internet. DSiPaint feels like a home to me. I really love this place. Leaving would be the hardest thing to do... It is not healthy to put so much love into a website... Or love to someone I can't shake hands with... It's a mental issue I suffer from. I made my decission to stay and be there for everyone.... But I'm starting to feel regretful.
Not to mention... If I leave, ones who have come to be my friends will be upset as well.
Are there still admins fighting? If so, I need to start unchecking the admin rights from their profiles. I can't have admins fighting on this website when they are supposed to be the role models.
I remember when we didn't have these fights, and when there wasn't so much drama. What happened?
This is getting to be ridculously long. Over 6 months. Please don't leave.
I'm not clear about what the strife with Twinkle was, but I'm fairly sure it's been going on too long... I'd understand if you'd leave, it can get stressful[I've developed one of those attachments to this site, the unhealthy kind]...
Chuck, no, just no. You can't go. You're too awesome.
Why do you think you were the most powerful admin?
Because you made DSiPaint so much better. You were THE BEST.
You just can't leave. I don't know what will happen. But nobody was better than you. And you just cant go.
Think about your friends, how they will miss you. WE WILL MISS YOU.
Don't go, for the sake of everybody, your friends and DSiPaint.
Chuck, is it wrong for me to have an opinion? Is it wrong to battle tooth and nail in what I believe is right? Isn't that what you're doing? You think Holly has a right to her admin powers, I don't.
She is allowed to get them stripped, get them back, get them stripped, get them back. But yet did Gamer44 get the same chance? Did BurNouT18 get the same chance? No, neither of them did. I believe it is unfair for her to get her jobs back SO easily, when others have to work for them, and when other members deserve promo's. I'm sorry Holly, you're just not admin material anymore, your past proves that, and I have 10 admins who agree.
I will however apologize to you, Holly. I haven't been the nicest person to you... and I am normally one to hold grudges. So I'm ending this one. I am not your friend, but for the sake of my sanity and the sanity of others... I apologize. From now on I shall play polite, and not argue with you. I hope this atleast resolves something.
accepted, reason:I understand everything you're saying, it's hard sometimes when the people you come to care for are the ones who seem to be causing the strife. Especially when they don't seem to realize it. People here need to stop their childish acts & just accept what is. I truly hope it all settles down, because I for one would hate to see you go, you're a great asset to the site. Also, Jen & I would miss you so much if you left, it just wouldn't be the same if you weren't here.