Last night the only reason I come on anymore came on. He didn't talk to me, he didn't reply to my messages, he didn't commet on my profile. So I don't think I'll be on anymore. I need to let go. It's been about a year now and I miss him more than anything. He is my everything, you know who you are. Sorry to everyone I leave behind on this crewel planet. Sorry this is such a shock. Sorry I'm not who you may have believed me to be. Sorry I'm a jerk and a little crazy. I'm sorry I'm not everything you wanted me to be. But the only way I fall asleep at night is picturing me in your arms. Goodbye. I loved you.