Everyday is a struggle, a battle between me and my desires of wanting to be with only one person. The pain I live through is pointless now, I know my place in the world. I'm meant to live my life, I'm meant to be successful, I'm meant to find true love...

These are all obstacles for me due to Apathy(suppression of emotions). I have only gained three emotions back, but it took years to obtain little joy from that accomplishment.

They are all obstacles because of my severe depression. I was suicidal(until I found Michael) for the majority of what I can remember.

They are all obstacles because of my accident prone life. I believe I have suffered from amnesia before because I was 13 and I couldn't remember anyone who was near me.. But all those memories are starting to surface and I get new pains and anger towards people I never hated before.

They are all obstacles because I now have a set date when I will finally see the love of my life for the first time. I become impatient, relentless, demanding, and everything else when I want something, and I want it now. But patience is called a virtue, so I'll wait as long as I have to. Michael, I will wait for you.

They are all obstacles because I'm one of the few people who try to understand one's pain. It causes me to forget my main goal. But as soon as I talk to him, my goal becomes re-set.

I want to be guided through the dark so I can find my way to true love, I want to be taken away from where I am right now, I want to be held in Michael's arms just so I know I mean something to someone.