Whatever I say just comes out wrong.
Whatever I do is used against me.
I cannot control this simple song.
For a brighter destiny.
If this is what is meant.
Just take it all away.
Everything I ever had.
Is gone anyways.
I wish I had some answers.
It's not so easy is it?
I wish I knew what it was,
I wish I knew what it meant.
I search for hours,
For what you find in seconds.
I long for days,
You rejoice with pleasure.
I cry and moan,
You cheer and play.
Take it all away.
Just to live one single day.
Crying comes so easy to you,
But for me very hard to get to.
So how come I cry every night,
That's how hard it is to choose.
I make my own path,
Which leads me no where.
Should've followed your food steps,
It would've took me there.
I turn around,
I see nothing.
So how can this life be so hard?
Misery and suffering.
Please end this now so I can breathe.
I used to be everthing.
I had it all.
I didn't ask for it.
And you watched it fall.
"poor girl's this close to breaking"
Boy, I'm already there.
Notice how "Strong" I am.
Do you even care.
Being strong,
Is only a measure of hiding pain.
C'mon, I'm done.
Quitting this game.
I get it.
Life is a cruel joke.
I give up.
Life....You win.