so i focused hard on light, the feeling the touch, the sight. i focused more on the sun. and i then opened my eyes. to be welcomed by the playground i kissed Ezra at in 3rd grade by a dare and something else thats very disturbing. A hand lightly touched my shoulder, but i did not dare to look back just yet. "Do you remember what happened here?" Said Ezra, his voice was calm and very soothing, his touch was soft and protective. "Its where we shared our first kiss Grace, i believe it was on a dare hmm?" i nodded but still stiff. He squeezed my shoulder "do you know what else happened on this playground Grace?" i shook my head "No, no i dont" i lied, i knew EXACTLY what had happened here, but chose to lie. He hezitated and took a hard breath. "Its where you were Melested Grace, in 8th Grade, By Robert Tession, remember? he took you under the bleachers and forced you to.." i interupted him "stop. i remember now" i cried softly trying to hide my sadness, but it didnt help. Ezra stepped in front of me, but i didnt look up. he whispered "im sorry for making you remember that but for every Good memory there has to be a bad memory." he knew he wasnt helping me. so he lifted up my face. I finally saw him, his face it was glorious, perfect, so handsome. He then lifted up his hand and closed his eyes. suddenly every skin cell in his hand starting glowing/sparkeling. i was mezmorized. He then layed his hand gentley on my face and the pain was gone. i suffered no longer from the horrible memories. Just because i was with Ezra, he made my life...easier.