I don't consider myself a liar. Even if I lie atleast once a day.
I consider myself a healer. I lie to people about that outfit I know doesn't fit them but would help build their character.
Or the fact that I honestly hate peoples guts to spare my self the mellow drama.
And I can understand why people look at me strange when I become frank.
When I'm Frank, I become the comedian. I become a clown without the make-up to hide behind. And so I lie to be taken seriously.
But I didn't lie about what happened those nights.I didn't lie when I told my mother how she always thinks I'm lying.
I lie when people are staring me in my face trying to get to know me but have no interest in me.
I lie when I'm asked about the things I like so people think I'm "normal".I lie when people corner me for some truth I can't even explain.
But I won't lie to you. Because if i lied to you then you'd know the truth. You'd read my truth. I'm an open book for the closed eyes. And I'm sorry if you trust me.