freak 

my mind went blank and started hearing voices in my head
I cept crying out for it to stop but it wount stop
I slowly wonder if I've gone insane
cause my thoughts of pain and thoughts of suicide and murder keep runing throw my mind
I dount think I've gone insane
but I'm wrong about a lot a things
come watch this freak bleed till he dies it's all every once enjoyment to see others in pain
it's fun being like this
twisted inside so mutch I dount now what normal is 
my thoughts keep eating me till I have just this twisted mind thinking of a way I mite hang my self after all it's fun like this
but you dount understand because your not a freak like me
but who would wont to be a freak but me just to see if 
my mind really will kill me or not
who nows and dose it mater any way
my life is no deference then the dirt because we wear supposedly made from dirt and once dirt reterns to dirt to become soil for
the next generation 
and supposedly this will keep happening till the end
thears no such thing as a forever
thears no such thing as a god
thears no one who can help a freak