happiness is too far away
pain is just to close to me
love is just another consept
friends? i dont have any left
everyone is adking me things
i cant give any away
death is simply not an awnser
to many thoughts in my mind
i dont know how to express
pain is all around me
pain is all i can feel
the silence i feel
is my agony sounds
i cry and bleed my problems away
i give my wings to hell beneath
at least i know my tears are real
and my blood is red
but how the hell
am i suposed to know
if what i fell is real
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