The rain is coming down in torrents, Why is it its only me it torments? Im getting washed away, and I cant see the light of day, But there has to be some way, I know im going to be the one to pay, for the mistakes I made. Ya, but i thought I had it made. I didnt know it was just some stupid cherraid, My lifes been played, and now I feel like the strings on my back have been cut, but im still stuck in this rut.

I used to walk through fire, and you wouldnt see me break a sweat. But now I cant seem to move. I have nothing to prove. I just lay in my bed, and I stare at the fan, and the fan is spinning, and these thoughts are spinning in my head. my life has a stain, its been stained by pain. Its driving me insane, so into insanity I go again.

I need to wake up, I need to catch my life back up. Ive been killing time, its murder, I should be charged with a crime. For now ill just live my life til' I die. and then my oh my, you can look to the sky and see my smiling face way up high. because I finished the race, and you know I escaped every embrace. Ill be walking on a cloud, prouder than proud. Because I got through life, so why cant you?