dad your gone...away from me i wont be able to see you until im 14...it sucks...im sick of seeing happy little girls with there dads...it makes me so mad knowing your gone...i cry myself to sleep sometimes...no one understands why...i just wanna run ij your arms and hug you tight not letting go and crying like a little 2 year old....i never thought that not seeing you well bring me so much pain...mom dosent understand she says write a letter to you...but i try but just cant with out crying...i started drinking and i know you'll be mad when you find out...im sorry for all the bad things i done...i really am...i just need help and your not here to help me....i cant but help but do bad to my body...i hope when yyour out i can be your little girl again and hopefully no one took my place i really hope not....i miss you alot you know dad and love you to death like i always have...know i'll go in a corner and cry my eyes out....