I dont want to be your toy,
just another play thing-
I want something meaningful,
something without the sting
that my eyes feel from crying too long
because I'm realizing you've moved on.
I want to feel happy,
I want to feel free,
the only thing wrong?
I want you with me,
and I know that it will
never ever be.
I remember the times we laughed
and as you held me when I cried,
I realized I wanted you as the guy
I would turn to no matter my problem
and you would hold me and that would solve them.
But you didn't want that,
you wanted less,
you wanted me to be your pet.
To follow you like a sad puppy,
always hoping you'd finally love me.
But with some help from my friends
and from songs that will mend
my heart back together again,
I will get over you,
I will destroy my love,
I will destroy your toy.