random things run though my head..
emotions..
burning..
churning...
torturing my soul...
giving me reasons to give up...
giving me reasons to turn to eternal dammnation i may cause to myself..
giving in to the urge...
the urge that can cause harmful effects to my body..
my heart..
my mind..
my soul..
giving me a reason to slip into the darkness...
but i steadily hang onto blind faith..
a faint glimmer of hope...
that maybe you will finally realize...