"An upside down girl,
Only an adult's world"

"Sing out louder 'till my voice just gives out,
How much time is it now that I've wasted?"

I feel like c.rap lately ._.
One of my best friends is bugging me a lot. He's always angry whenever I try to talk to one of my other fr-uh, acquaintances. And I'm just, like, there, and I feel like I can't talk to ANYONE else w/o him getting all, like, p.issy :p I try to change this, but I just keep making mistakes and I'm getting tired of pointing them out and trying to fix them.
Just goes around, and around, in little circles...
And whenever I try to talk to him about this, he either gets all mad or just blows it off as a joke.
So, how is it happy, may I ask?
I was going for a 'one more time', but since my game's almost over I'll reconsider giving up. Whenever I fell, it just hurt again, even more. So, I think, why not just stay down? No one's going to miss me anyway.

Just getting in my way.
"Get out of my way! Go, out of here!"
Make me what I want, not what you want!

Ugh, what's the point of the game of life? Just a tedious, little circle...like a clock...
(I don't seem to have millionaire estates in sight.)

Song belongs to the ever-epic wowaka, and this rant-y blog belongs to me (sadly).

...I'll delete this if I get any better.