Why i havent changed my changed my signature after all this time...

Why, after all these years. Through my horrible life, do i still act like nothing has happend?

Why do people find my personality annoying in real life, but online, they find it intreiging and alot of people want to be my freind?

Why when i start writing good books do i draw a blank after the first chapter?

Why do my eyes change color but always go back to the same frosty blue?

Why dont guys just come out and say if they like you or not!? >.<

Why is my dad a dead beat?

Why am i pouring out my feelings in this blog?