ive realized...
i need to do things my way..
waiting it out isnt going to help...
i need you..
i want you..
right now...
and for as long as possible..
i dont care what people say...
all i know is that im in....
im in love with you..
you accepted my flaws..
you tried to help me through...
you hold every last piece of me..
yes,i did change some..
but now i know what to expect...
somewhat..
you are still a mystery to me...
waiting to be figured out...
waiting for someone to finally get you..
to love you for you...
i can say that i do....
its been almost a year that ive been waiting...
if you dont catch me now...
then ill be forever out of reach...
just so ya know...
even through my last relationship...
you still meant everything to me...
my feelings fer him were false...
i thought i loved him..
but i didnt...
im glad he was the one who broke it off...
yes i loved him in a way...
but not the way i love you...
so if your ready...
catch me when i fall..
put back together the puzzle that is my heart....
soon.....
or ill be lost......