ive fallen..
over again..
ive left my old self behind..
i dont see..
what do you not understand? ..
ive told you everything..
ive admitted everyhing to you..
dont you see...
i need everything you can offer...
i need it..
i want it...
ive dreamt of having you again..
ive dreamt of losing you...
what cant you see...
ive always been the girl thats stood by you...
even when you told me to burn in hell...
even against my own family...
but yet again..
im disappointed...
ive become "the second choice"..
the person who gets chosen last..
ive never been top priority to anyone..
not to you...
not to my family...
sometimes i believe, not even to my friends...
i mean yes my friends have other prioritys but...
we have been growing more distant...
ive given everything...
am i starting to lose it all as well..
even the person who i gave up everything for?....
it sure feels like it.......