I feel like dying
Just stopping my heart
Every night I'm crying
Cause my life's falling apart

I don't know how
I'm supposed to live
My life's lies now
And I've nothing to give

I'm falling into darkness
Deeper and deeper I sink
My heart full of sadness
As suicidal thoughts I think

I sometimes dream
Of plunging that blade
Into my heart without a scream
And feeling my life fade

Or a gun at my head
The trigger I'll pull
In a second I'd be dead
My life no longer full

Some may call it a nightmare
To dream of the day I die
To be left without care
And to leave this lie

To stop all this pain
And to end the suffering
Yeah, I know I'm insane
And have lots of scarring

My emotions are wrought
With pain I can't bear
And though I've fought
For me to die is only fair

So many hurtful words
Like a million tiny blades
Flying at me like birds
As my hope slowly fades.

Everyone's so happy
Yet I don't belong here
They're not like me
Full of sadness and fear

That's why someday
I'll slash my wrists wide
And die from that I may
And if not I'll also slash my side

Lying on the floor
Motionless in a deep crimson flood
I couldn't take it anymore
Dead from loss of blood..