I don't understand this feeling
Inside of me is torn into a million
It leaves my head and heart reeling
Imagine it and multiply by a trillion

There's a hole that can't be filled
I'm away from him too long
My heart's being killed
To miss him so much, is it wrong?

And when I think of him with another
I feel like it would be best to die
He's more deserving of some other
But at night I'd cry and cry

Even imagined it gives me pain
I need him more than he can know
And it drives me completely insane
Though it doesn't really show

Sitting here holding his hoodie
Suddenly wanting him there
In his warm arms only me
Him I could never ever share

I see others with happy smiles
Yet when we're apart I just can't
And now we're apart by miles
I wish we were walking hand in hand

When I dream it's usually of him
Most other's are just nightmares
Where I'm ripped limb from limb
Yet it's only him that cares

Looking out from the balcony
Lots of happy children playing
That's all that I can see
"Come to play !" I hear them saying

Sometimes I just feel like crying
My heart can't take much more
Feeling like curling up and dying
Inside me is just that sore

The only time I feel completely happy
Is when we're together or he's around
Of all worries and sadness I'm free
In his arms I feel safe and sound

I miss him more than I can say
And it leaves a deep scar inside
Only with him, heal it may
And throughout this I haven't lied

I want you
I need you
I miss you
I love you