Im pregnant. No I havent took a test yet but Im vommiting non-stop and Im 2 months late.
So yes Im two months pregnant...Its still hard to grasp that..Im ..having a baby.....Im very scared.
What if Im not ready?! I refuse to get an abortion so I guess I'll have to be.
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***Pregnancy update 2***
I went to the docter today , As I susped Im pregnant. Apparently Im 3 months not 2.
The babys healthy and everythings fine. Im already starting to crave weird things ( fried sushi with cream cheese)
***Prgenancy Update 3***
Wow....all I ever seem to do is Sleep , Eat ,Vommit. Being pregnants a pain in the A$$. Its amazing that something this small is so stressful. I have a dentist appointment soon...joy. Im having my first ultra sound on the 9th and im way excited!! :]
***Pregnancy Update 4***
Im four months! It happens so fast! Next month ill find out if its a boy or girl. ( Im hoping a girl ) Im begining to feel the baby move it feels like a little fish I can just barely notice it , it makes the whole thing feel so much more real now . Like this is actually happening , im gonna be a mom. Hopefully the baby will start kicking soon , wont that be exciting! :]
***Pregnancy Update 5***
Im having a boy!
I ended up having an early ultrasound and im having a boy.
I think ill name him , Noah Austin Vanamuary. Im super excited being a mommy.
just five more months )
***Importnant news....***
First off, Sorry I havent been on lately. I've been way busy and in the hospital.....
I went to the hospital Monday night becuase of intense stomach pains.
We ended up finding out that Noah has an ir-regular heartbeat , so they kept us a few nights till his heartbeat became some what normal.
The docters said that Noah's ir-regular heartbeat could be a sign that I might have an early mischariage.
Im supposed to go back if I have any more pains , or spotting of any sort.
Keep me and Noah in your hearts and prayers I really dont wanna lose my baby.
***Just to explain.....***
As many of you know im four ( almost five ) months pregnant with a boy named Noah. Now to clarify : To all of you people leaving nasty comments...I was raped. Raped by my best friends ex-boyfriend, multiple times.
Im NOT asking for attention or sympathy, just LEAVE ME ALONE. Yea Im 14 and pregnant, but not by choice,so to all those assuming im a skank, im not.... I was a VIRGIN before this. I am seeing a counsler , for the stress and truama but the hateful comments are NOT helping me get over this. So please stop.
***Pregnancy Update 6***
Im in the hospital again, they dont think Noah's gonna make it. I feel like its my fualt....becuase im too young to carry a baby and keep us both healthy. Im light headed and always in pain. I'll do anything to keep Noah alive and im trying so hard...I guess I just needed to vent, sorry guys.
****Pregnancy pics...****
Theyve been requested sevral times so here you go!
And just becuase.....
****Strange Cravings...*****
THINGS IM CRAVING:
Pickles
Sherbert
Penut butter cookies
Nachos
Deviled Eggs
Fried California-roll sushi
THINGS THAT MAKE ME SICK:
Apple juice
choclate cake
dorritos
Corn
Mayonaise
Snickers bars
Klondike
I had my baby...
At 8:56am June 12th , 2012 I went into labour aka my water broke. Two hours later 11:02 I gave birth to my son Noah Austin Vanamaury....we will have a memorial service June 28th. Please, no hateful comments, I cant deal with that right now. To all my friends I probably wont be on for awhile, I just wanna be alone.
To Noah, Although we never officailly met, the 5 months I spent with you were the best. I can never forget this experience..its made me a stronger person. and although your not down her in my arms I know your up there in Gods arms and thats enough for me....You will always be in my heart, Noah Austin Vanamuary...
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