Speeding down the pavement
Bottle in hand
Head in the clouds
Hoping this is my last night..

But regrettably I'll drive home
Passout in the back seat
A sobbing bloody mess
I know I'll have to wake up soon
Clean up my mess, put on a smile, and push through the pain..

I'll tell you it's okay as I rub my wounds
You won't have a clue what I'm going though
Standing there thinking you're so cool
Thinking you're helping but quiet the contrary
You're only irritating me more

I just want to be alone
I just need to be alone
So please let me sit in my corner
Let me listen to my hardcore music

Please just let me wait for the next night to start my endless routine..
Still hoping it'll be the last time
Wishing I won't need to drive back home..