Stuck in yet another life ditch... Now how the hell do I get out of this one? Will I ever get out of this one? I doubt people will actually take me seriously with the reputation I have so far.
Not only has my life fallen, but my emotions seem to be drowning as well. Drowning in an ocean of tears. Just how much damage can one measly mark do? I feel them taking their toll... Slowly my life becomes more and more meaningless.
Although it may not be true, I feel so much like my parents are starting to care more about marks than me as a person, and my friends at school say to me, "Wow, Sarah. You're actually really smart, and it's a shame the way you're throwing your future away just like that."
It seems they think I don't care, and yes, this bad mark has been affecting me all day. I went from happy and energetic to overly depressed, quiet, and thoughtful in the tick of a second. So I guess this must mean I care too much about my mark, no matter what it seems.
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