can't sleep
I'll dream of you
don't know what to say
forgot what I would do

too scared
to keep my head
don't want to think
don't want to be dead

you don't care
I could say
how bad you are
but you'd take it all away

want to sleep all day
don't know what to do
forgot what I would say

I can't breathe
can't believe
it's all too hard
my body on the floor in shards 

I will melt and become 
the blood from my thoughts
what I bought was,
not what I have ought

I can't be alone
I'm too scared
hands on my neck
and gripping, impaired

I can't live
if this is being alive
into the lake, there
I could drive 

my body will destruct
and turn to love
my words will dissipate
and go into the sky above

please trust me
tomorrow and again
the great amount of pain
from not seeing you
could be

the fear
my tears
my body will destruct
and turn into love
when all else goes above

I can't sleep
or I'll dream of you 
don't know what to say
don't know what to do