Hello guys, for anyone which is easily disturbed I really suggest you don't read the following.

So, my name is Stan Winton. Well, my online name is anyway. My real name is private as what I do online is often illegal.

Throughout my life all I have seen is pain, suffering and death. This has been seen in real life, on videos and even on here I have helped people with depression. I won't mention names.

My life to be hosest is a lie. Names Stan Winton, live in a massive house on the side of a mountain with 2 lambos outside. However, something I don't lie about is the power which I have gained over the time using the fake name.

Some of the things in my life has caused me to feel the way I do now, a mix of happy and depressed. To the point where I cannot sleep at night due to wanting to cut myself deeper all the time. Also, thaughts of suicide are always on my mind.

I am manager for 5 companies and am seen as smarter than I really am, I am really not smart at all. The other blogs I post have had / will lots of time spent working on it trying to improve it.

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This is my life, too long for my bio and people ask all the time for more about me and here it is.