Why? Because I'm me. I hate being myself. I hate being myself so much that when people tell me how to impress a girl is 'being yourself' I say, "You're a f**ken idiot."
1. Being So Weird and Clingy Nobody Wants To Date Me
So... I asked myself why i'm clingy. I'm pretty sure it's because after all I'VE BEEN THROUGH, I need someone special to talk to and make me feel special. Yes, i know, quite feminine. But it's what i want... I know how to make people feel better! Nobody knows how to treat me because....
2. I'm So Weird.
This weirdness... that is me... isn't attractive. At all. Whatsoever. I hate that. But in some ways it helps with my creativity. Which might help with gifts and whatever. But, that weirdness also contributes into life as well. Which is where most of it goes. Which is why...
3. My Personality Is So Bad.
How tf can one guy be so.... GIRLY?! I'm like if a guy had a period. XD Happy and joyful one time then suddenly, a fuelling bucket of rage lava that has boiled to the point of literally being hell in a cup. Also... i hate being feminine. If you're my friend, you've seen this before. If i said ,"Heyyyyyy" or "♪Fabulous!♪" to you or in a conversation that's what i'm talking about. Plus,
4. I'M A NERD.
So... Here's what you've got so far. I am a feminine, self-loathing, weird, clingy, nerd. Yup, that's me! That's me. Right there. I shouldn't even get into the whole 'nerd' thing because you all know what that s**t is.
Soooo... If you think differently, (which i'm pretty sure you don't) then you can comment down below what you really think of me. (Please Don't Be Too Harsh... My Self-esteem is very low.)