I am broken. far beyond repair
My sin piles high into the air
I am a lier, a thief, a cheat
I'm so laden with guilt, I can't lift my feet
so here I am now, on my knees I fell
I am so burdened by shame I want to burn in hell
There is nothing left on Earth
That has any worth
My friends have betrayed me
My allies they flee
Even in my soul there is nothing left
All that is left for me in life is death
But you pull me out of my filth and my grime
And you tell me that all my scars will heal in time
And I try to believe, I try to agree
But I know there's no hope for a wretch like me
While I'm sobbing in grief
You give me relief
When I'm sinking in doubt
you never ignore my shouts
When I shake my fists at you
With my soul black and blue
You just breath a sigh
with my every "why"
But I failed to see that
I felt under attack
Now I know the truth
While I was Uncouth
You just wanted me to know who you are
Just wanted me to see you've prerased my scars
I'm still broken, far beyond repair
But my sin no longer towers high in the air
for you have forgotten it, say it's not there
And now I can see beyond my misery
That you will never leave, you will always see
You will see me in dirt and dress me in white
You will see me reject you but you'll never take flight
You will see me as a rat, covered in grease
but you lifted me up as your broken masterpiece.
Based on this, and what you wrote in your Testimony, I can tell you must've had a pretty rough life, before turning to God.
You must NEVER forget what God has done for you, not only by Forgiving your Sins, but also showing you how to be a better person.
The Siling-La I know is no Liar or Cheat, he's a kind, generous, and understanding person, who can serve as an example to EVERYONE, of how through Christ, ANYONE can get a Second Chance, and become a truly Outstanding Human Being, regardless of their past.