I used to love her. So much. So much so that i was basically obsessed. She loved me back of course. We did everything together, went on dates, watched the night sky, maybe even wrestle under the covers, but that's not important.
What's important is, I don't kick my feet when she messages me anymore. When she's online, i still smile, but not as much.
I've been taking interests in others. That's weird. I'm supposed to be completely devoted to her, and her only. But talking to other people brought me that same excitement.
One day, a guy messaged me.
"I love you."
He knows about me and my girlfriend. He loved me. And i loved him too. I don't understand. Why have i lost interest in my one and only? My beloved Irene?
"I love you too", i message back.
"It's not fair to your girlfriend that we have these feelings."
We weren't even together, yet it hit like a pang of guilt. Irene doesn't know anything about this. Irene loves me. I love her too. Atleast I think I do.
"I don't know anymore," I messaged to him, before closing my phone and hugging my pillow.
I don't want to break up with her. She'll be alone. And she'll die. She'll die alone and unhappy. I don't want that. I don't want him to be sad either.
I love the both of them. Yet they don't know anything about each other.
Wait wait wait- whaaaaaaat, but i understand the feeling, its difficult. To choose between two people you love dearly (talking about mom and dad) and i left my dad. And it hurts, it hurts a lot tho i know what i’m doing is right. ( i ran away from home btw which is why i havent been active lately)
KoolyAid
11 Jan 2025 03:05
In reply to GalacticGam3r37
The same thing happened to me and some other person. I loved him but I was already with another person and felt guilty. The person broke up with me though so it doesn't matter although I do miss him
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