Hello there, many of you probably already know me, or at the very least know of me. Anyway, I need to tell everyone something, the person I used to be on this website is dead. Let me explain.
I used to be an average teenage boy named Stephen, with an average life. But a few years ago, about when I started to really bloom during puberty, I started to develop not so average desires. At first, being a good Catholic, I was scared of these new found desires, and quickly dismissed them, quietly tucking them away so I wouldn't have to see them. But as I started to drift away from Catholicism, and eventually because Agnostic, or Athiest, or whatever the hell you want to call it, I don't have a proper name, I started to readdress those desires.
At this time I was a complete fool about anything of this sort, basically all I knew of was where babies came from (YOUR MOM). So I had no idea how to describe or understand these fealings, but about the time I got my DSi, I realised something. I could use my DSi to get past the web filter. So I started doing some innocent searching, which eventually became a habit, which became a problem. So I eventually was able to finally just put my DSi down for a while, long enough to get my head on straight, and all these new thoughts and ideas started to swirl in my head. Some answered some question, some asked 2 more. Anyway, i eventually came to the realisation that I liked men. But I had a hard time coming to terms with that, because, after all, I did still like women. But wait. Isn't there a name for that? I then understood that I was bi.
But after a while, I realised there was more to it, I liked to act feminine, look feminine, feal feminine, I also became a transvestite, but there was still more, yet. I not only wanted to FEAL like a woman, I wanted to BE a woman. This actually caught me off gaurd, but when I thought about it, I realised that romance-wise, I liked woman. Sexually I liked men. So it kind of worked. ....