I really don't know what to say or how to say it but I will talk.
I know you won't post this. You'll judge me but you dare not open up to me why you will judge this.
This isn't meant to be an outlandish article, a factual script. In fact its what I like to call.
Freedom For Dummies.
I'm of the age where I can't drink and I should drive but I rather chill with friends and blame my mom for my life problems.(which isn't far from the truth)
And I wanted to know how it is that people say blood is thicker than water but water is what we use to hide the blood we've shed...?
Regardless I am my own person. Yet I am not the person you will get to know.
I am the person that hides under the person that you will see on any given day.
I wonder if you really care as long as your respected.
In fact I don't care if you do care I just wanted to let you know.
I'm different as most have told me but what that really means is is that I'm not a freaking clone like every other AMERICAN girl. Instead I have a way of making myself someone you remember without really wanting to. I leave a scar instead of an impression.I burn bridges like a pyro and I have the sudden urge to simply slice the ends of what ties me down to this body on a daily basis.
What I'm saying is........I'm a human regardless which way I slice it. And though my life is one many laugh at because i force a smile on my face so that they don't worry. I still get my moments when i wish I wasn't...Times when time becomes irrelevant but more of an distraction. I'm open for you to read but don't you EVER ask me about myself.