This is going to be one of the hardest things I can do, but I am doing this because it's keeping me calm.

As of this moment, very little in my life means anything to me. I am grateful to HullBreach for his decision to make me a chatmod, and I sincerely hope that what I am about to reveal to you all will not change much about the way I'm thought of.

December 26, 2009. A seventeen year old boy walks into Gamestop and purchases a Nintendo Dsi, he is thrilled to finally have gotten something he has been saving up for since it came out. What does this boy have to do with me? Everything.

This boy had ruined his reputation on a site that he loved as a kid, and so when he found DsiCade, he feared that someone from the old site would find him and tell everyone of what he had done on the old site. And so he decided to invent a new identity for himself, M-o-r-i-a F-o-x.

That's right. MoriaFox is not physically a woman. I've had thoughts, and feelings as a child that often made me wonder what being a female would be like, little did I know that my time that I spent as Moria would help me discover things about myself that I was too afraid to admit on my own.

I've come to see things in a different way thanks to spending time on this site as Moria.

Now for a little about who I really am:

My name is Warren 'Code' Berdon, and I am as of now six days short of being Nineteen years old, I am currently trying to figure out what I'm going to do with my life, I come from a highly dysfunctional family. For six years, my uncle did whatever he could to make me miserable. My grandmother who owns the house I live in, chose to shrug it off as 'him just playing around', or "he's being fair".

My grandmother is such a religious christian that I almost got evicted last september because I posted that I'm a wiccan on Facebook, then again about a week ago when I decided to find out if anyone questioned my sanity on facebook by posting something a bit on the psychotic side. (Don't worry, I'm quite sane.)

The pictures I used for Moria's face were those of my now ex-fiance, who was my heart and soul. Now that everything is over with her, I have no will to keep the truth hidden.

I did not hide the truth because I found any gain in it, I did it because I was afraid and ashamed of who I really am.

Here is my explanation of who Moria is to me:
Moria is more than just an identity that helped me discover and accept thing about myself that I would not have in the past or if I had even remained as Code Fox. Moria kept me from losing my mind in more ways than one.

I hope that those of you who didn't know forgive me, and I thank all of you who knew and played along for doing just that.

As I've been typing this out I've come to realize I've got more to live for and be happy about than I thought. This site has brought me more friends and happiness when I've been down than anything else I can think of.


I also wanted to thank Mr. Daniel Gump for being so kind as to allow me to be on this site, and for the chances at adminship I've had, and I ask his forgiveness and hope that this doesn't change anything with my service to this site.

Here's the big question I've been asking myself:
Should I carry on being Moria? Not in a deceptive way, but as a name.

UPDATE: I've decided to keep being Moria here. ^-^ And since the Moria you've gotten to know has very little difference in personality than me, It'll be like I'm still Moria. Just... I'm not physically a girl yet, mute, scared of cameras, or a verbal to sign translator for the school near me. (Lol, I wish though.)

As for pictures, they are available on my Facebook. I'll only add you if you're nice though.