I look back everyday
To see myself, years passed away
I see myself with your arms around me
I feel the pleasure of wasn't meant to be
and never came true

And now I lay on a rolling bed
The rush of you still in my head
So I bleed, and I bleed
A sea of memories
and I bleed and I bleed the life away from me

God help me if you even exist
Why not fill my life with fun and bliss?

I feel so betrayed, lost and obscure
Without the feeling of having you
So take this feeling, the only I hold true
And kill the me who stuck to you

No, save me, save me because I need help
Rescue me from these deep depths of hell
Rip me out of my memories
To live peacefully, not puked on by cherries
I can never get away from you

I opened a space for you to my heart
I tried, I tried so hard from the start
So I've left you my gaping hole, a work of art
A bloody mess for our part
You kill me

No hospital can fix my broken soul
Stitches away, don't sew the surface of my hole
It's okay, just leave me alone
Because maybe someday, I can fill it with someone else.