Am I just wasting my time
I made a mistake
Now you'll never be mine
Holding my head with both my hands
I try to stop myself from crying

Say you're fine with staying friends
But for a week straight you leave me on read
Trying to fight my feelings
And get over it
But every single night
You're always on my mind

I don't know what to do
It's like all I ever think about is you
I know you don't feel the same
But I wish you would feel this way

I spoke too soon
Something I seem to always do
I try to apologise
But you just keep you eyes low
Looking at the ground
Can you even look at me now
Wish I didn't open my mouth
Then maybe things wouldn't be the way they are now

I know I don't do things right
That's why I wish I just waited but now I seem to have just wasted your time
Because we didn't know each other for long
But I came across way too strong

Told you how I felt about you
When I should have stayed quiet
Didn't want to fight
Or turn into a riot
But even though I barely knew you
I thought I could have been with you

How stupid

My hands are shaking
My eyes turn black
Would you consider coming back
Because you said you wanted to stay friends
When it really seems like now it's a dead end
Maybe you feel awkward
Maybe you feel like a fool
But the only thing I ever did
Was tell you how much I care about you
And I still do

But that's all my fault
Cause I ruined what we had
And now I'm falling down
My heart splitting in half
Wanted to fix this
I still want to mend it
But you won't let me
It's doing my head in

I can't make you feel the same
And I'm not forcing you too
I used to dream that someday
It would just be us two

But that's long gone
And you're out of my life
Wish I could have talked to you
At least one more time

Now I'm left wondering why
And you won't even look me in the eyes
I think about it every single night
Every single day all the goddamn time

Tears falling out my eyes now
I can't back down
Know it was foolish
Don't even know who I am now
Look I'm not trying to change you
And I never wanted to erase you
But it must be too much
Cause you decided to leave and now I just feel stuck